August 5, 2010

A thong and a promise

Energy, for me, comes in the form of a thong and a promise.

I've been exhausted all week -- slightly injured and feeling shy about sharing with the public. I have not felt sexy. I have not wanted to talk. I've wanted to succumb to my grumpiness and chew out strangers, crawl into my lonely bed and eat uncooked Ramen noodles while watching "China Town" for the fifth time since Sunday.

But tonight, I will be spanked. Tonight, decisions will be made, but not by me. Tonight I will do the easiest and the hardest thing at once: I will be; I will surrender.

Just knowing this, selecting tonight's outfit (I'm gonna be a cowgirl), packing my overnight bag, preening and prepping, just these simple acts have cured me of my woes. What I needed was a little imagination and the magical words, "When I spank you tonight..."

I've got my thong. I've got my promise. Now let's shake on it.


  1. You're going to need lots of energy, I plan to be 'up' all night...

  2. Uncooked ramen noodles!?! Huh? You're not serious?

    Glad you're feeling better b.p


    I 'm not sure if command is making a threat or a promise. I guess you win either way.


  3. Hope you're feeling better!


  4. D: As always, you were true to your word. And I thank you.

    H: You must try uncooked ramen. Not the most healthy thing, but lower in sodium than the cooked version and better than popcorn or potato chips. It's my go-to comfort food. Really.

    FH: Loads better, thank you. Amazing what a little time in the "saddle" will do!


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